How can I atone for it even with a hundred death?

humble words but rich and generous gifts

Stricken

Live in different places

rich gift and pleasant word

will endure for centuries

Hang on and on

a person of noble and flawless character

Ancient and easy

crossbench mind

not to forget the bitter past after one succeeds

Close door

in the tumult of a raging war

hitching a ride to the sky on the dragon and phoenix (idiom); fig. currying favor with the rich and powerful in the hope of advancement

neither extravagant nor thirfty

have no leisure time

A hundred mouths can't explain it away.

Concentrate on study

All in disorder

isolate oneself behind closed doors